Today is the first day of the first semester of school, all my life I've been dreaming the day I would finally be free from the torturing clutches of the place I resented the most but as always I was proven wrong by the universe. I thought I might enjoy my (finally) carefree life but I never thought it's going to be this dull ._. It's just sad the fact that I'm just gonna be sitting around in my house doing nothing but watching tv and molesting my phone all day long. I thought about doing some crocheting or any other crafts based activities but I'm too lazy to do it and it wouldn't be as fun as sneaking in my craft materials into school and doing amigurumies or crystal beaded dolls and shits like that with my lovely friends. It's lonely and tiring if you're just by yourself doing it. Other than crafts, I also thought about drawing but the thing is, I only draw when inspiration hits me, I can't think of anything ._. So here I am on my laptop expressing my deep contempt towards my current lifestyle. Aside from being alone and lazy, I also miss the people that I've seen everyday when I was still a high school student, especially my boyfriend. I'm kinda worried, since I'm not gonna be there and he might get himself in trouble ---- Ok, Back to the main topic, I even miss the annoying teachers that keep asking me for my homeworks (which I've never done) and the canteen that has the same menu everyday. Maybe I should get a job or something,... =w= This is all for today. Goodnight ~
(I lose my mood)
(I lose my mood)
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